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Name: Brett
Location: Seattle, United States
Birthday: 8/31/1988
Gender: Female
Interests: ANIME// Books// LORD OF THE RINGS// writing// Drill//Animals...cats!// Video games// Internet// Music// Egypt// Ecology class// singing// Chocolate...// Drawing// TV// Purses// Mythology// Friends// Triangles// Shiney objects// birding// not being bored...
Expertise: LORD OF THE RINGS// ANIME// DIGITAL CAMERAS// BEING RANDOM// BEING HYPER// CELL PHONES// CHOCOLATE// GREEK MYTHOLOGY// TV SHOWS (LOST!)// PURSES// EATING...SLEEPING...KNOWING EVERY QUOTE IN THE LORD OF THE RINGS MOVIES...(i have no life!)// BIRDING// COLLECTION OF SHINEY OBJECTNESS// BEING BORED...
Occupation: Student
Industry: Entertainment
Message: message me
Website: visit my website
AIM:  KenshinKitten
MSN: Tsumegreywolf@hotmail.com
Member Since:
10/30/2004
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| I am not unhappy with him. Far from it. He is my everything and somehow more. I love him. But for some reason he keeps hurting me and hurting me and not understanding what is hurting me. I tel him and he doesn't understand. This isn't all his fault, I am to blame as well but...there are things that have been hurting me for a while that I haven't told him and I probably won't end up telling him, cause he'd call me jealous and a bitch and generally just a horrible person. When he shouldn't have these things, shouldn't do these things or talk to these people when I have asked him not to. It hurts and it builds up over time.
He broke my hear a weeks or so ago and I'm broken and he isn't helping me pick up the pieces, instead he is making me do things that make him feel better about our relationship. I need to feel secure also...I don't know what to do anymore...I want to tell him everything but I'm pretty sure he'd turn his back on me again and...I would and wouldn't blame him at the same time.
He's barely touched me these past...6 days...6 days...dear god. Does he have any idea how that makes me feel? I hope not. I hope he isn't doing this on purpose but it just feels like it.
And I know someone is going to read this and relay it to another person that I don't like who in turn will talk to him about this though I have told him not to talk to her.
I'm hurt, I'm broken, I'm trying to heal but he is blind and numb to me.
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| Sex Ruins Relationships
Many things complicate relationships; distance, lack of communication, traveling, misunderstandings, and sex.
Sex. It complicates everything-brings you closer together when you hardly know each other. Sex ruins things, damn those hormones. Some advice ladies: don't have sex until you are ready, no matter what they tell you it clouds your minds. Yeah of course you're thinking, but you'd be suprised. Don't do what I did and start ahving sex less than a month into your relationship. Because what happens is a year goes by and then you realize you don't know the person you gave yourself to as well as you thought and felt like you did. If the guy actually likes you and cares for you then he won't mind waiting either, if he keeps pressuring you into it or starts mass make out sessions...slow things down. Don't come up with excuses to not want to do the deed-just come out and tel him you aren't ready yet, you want to get to know him more, if he laughs at you or gives you the line 'I like ya though, Babe. If you like me then you'll do this with me.' Or worse he uses the 'LOVE' word. Fuck that! Tell him to go to hell and then you get up and walk out.
So yeah Sex Ruins Relationships if you do it too soon. You wake up one morning and wonder who you are and why you are the way you are and why you're with the person you're with. And who the FUCK they ARE?! Yeah sex is fun and highly enjoyable it's also very addictive but it confuses you too. Of course when you start having sex, it's hard to stop, it's like a drug and pretty soon that's all you want, all you think about. It will take your relationship to a new level-Not the next level, you'll be skipping a few levels on the way up to the Sex level. In the end it's up to you but in my experience and my personal opinion and view is that it's better to wait until you know for sure you are ready than to have sex when it's convenient. Don't do what I did because I don't know who I am dating anymore or why and I still regret almost everything I've done with him right now.
~KenshinKitten
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| At this moment I hate you. Although hate is a strong word...I mean discontent, anger and disgust. You told me something but when I read something else it tells me differently. You're a liar and a hypocrite. I know you liked her and she was likely different from the rest and you tell me you wish you'd waited. I don't have much time left eith you so I'll try and make the best out of it but come on. You're clueless, it's a little ridiculous that you expect me to be cool with you ignoring me for 45 mintues as you fiddle around and talk to other people online, then you have the nerve to try and cuddle with me. I'm sick of it and I'm sick of you sometimes. It's ridiculous...these expectations you have for me. I hate them. But not like i hate you...i'm discontent with you but i hate these expectations unknowingly set upon me, by you. Whatever you'll never read this and i don't care anyway, i'll never talk to you about this b/c i'm just too shy and fucking stupid don't speak to me regarding this... ~B | | |
|  Hey there Chicas! I have decided to attempt to keep up my Xanga site! *karate move* haya! *falls and hits the ground midair* I love life kinda. I went to Larry's Market yesterday b/c they are closing you know? And I got 50% off all bulk foods so candy for brett...Yay! Anyhoodle I didn't do much of anything before or after that. Christina works and Stormie is already away at college and Tyler...was working on stuff or gaming...likely gaming. Grr...he could at least tell me he doesn't want to see me. Oh well, so I want to go to Newport someday and attack my choir peeps. But I need a friend...Chrisitna? When are you available. I would take Tyler but I don't want to go to choir by myself and i won't take him in there with me.
So Bakura and I are getting along alot better now that things have been ironed out. Right Bakura? Bakura: No Brett:Yeah...what are you talking about, my Tomb Robbing friend? Bakura: *aghast* What? *innocent voiced as tears freely flow* What did you call me? Brett:............Umm a Tomb Robber. Like you are...*AWKWARD SILENCE* Bakura are you alright? Bakura is in a corner sobbing his eyes out. Bakura: I'm good...YOU CALLED ME TOMB ROBBER!!!!!!!!!! YAY not tomb raider *hugs Brett* thank you thank you!!!!!!! *kisses her face* I love you I love you! Brett: ok this is weird and awkward...Bakura I love you too but come on man our fans and followers are watching. *he continues to hug and kiss her face* STOP! Thus made awkward the relationship between Brett and Bakura. Thank you. Still afraid that Pirates will attempt to attck this ninja ~Kenshinkitten | | |
| So this is a new post! Be happy my children. All followers of my religion shall gather and the seas shall turn to red for it shall run with the cranberry juice of all cranberries. this is my fun blog, the place that is not myspace where i can just be weird and nobody cares. YAY! Worship ytour leader minions. Anywya it has been a while but i have decided to return to thee my loves, i could not stay away for too long. Before there was a myspace for brett there was a xanga for her and it stayed true and brave. Anyhoodle I just thought i'd let the world know that I have not given up on you beautiful Xanga. None of me have...None of me ~Still terrified of pirate monkeys...Kenshinkitten. | | |
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